This however, is so much worse. I feel nothing less than complete and total apathy. I feel like if I were to recieve news that our deployment was extended another 3 months I wouldn't even give a shit. It's like the day I've been lusting over for over half a year is almost here and I don't even care enough to keep track of how many days I have left. What the fuck is the point of living life if you have nothing to look foward to?
I'm trying to think of any news I might have, stuff that has happened and the like. I don't really have any. I'll be home soon enough, anyway. Bye.